I didn't think I would be posting so soon, but here I am.
I just came back from S's house. It was a huge party, at least 25+ people. This party reminded me exactly what happened 7 months ago in May, when I started to like her. Today, we spent a lot of time together since we didn't talk for over 2 weeks. At times I wish I could tell her how I still feel, but I can't. Because she's already interested in another guy. It's not B from my previous posts, but some dude that owns a Subaru.
I thought I could move on and stop liking her, but it seems that I can't. I came back to square one and I can't seem to leave.
She told me before that she "don't do hugs" [unless it's her BFF's], but for the first time ever, she hugged me before I even got to offer. It was a tight hug, not some half-ass'd hug. This is all brand new to me [coming from her], so what can I do?
Is this a sign of what's to come for 2008, or am I just over-analyzing for what may hurt me in the end?
I just came back from S's house. It was a huge party, at least 25+ people. This party reminded me exactly what happened 7 months ago in May, when I started to like her. Today, we spent a lot of time together since we didn't talk for over 2 weeks. At times I wish I could tell her how I still feel, but I can't. Because she's already interested in another guy. It's not B from my previous posts, but some dude that owns a Subaru.
I thought I could move on and stop liking her, but it seems that I can't. I came back to square one and I can't seem to leave.
She told me before that she "don't do hugs" [unless it's her BFF's], but for the first time ever, she hugged me before I even got to offer. It was a tight hug, not some half-ass'd hug. This is all brand new to me [coming from her], so what can I do?
Is this a sign of what's to come for 2008, or am I just over-analyzing for what may hurt me in the end?
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