Again.

I thought today would be a day where I won't have to hear his name.
But you said it again.
I don't even know why I'm talking to you.
Every time I see you online, I want to talk to you, even if I told myself not to.
And why am I talking to him? Chilling with him?
He seems so much closer to you than I can ever get.
But he's a good friend.
So I guess I shouldn't hold a grudge against him but against you.
You and your lying lies.
Your dirty secrets.
And the way you build me up, just to break me down.
I give up.
I've been hurt too many times before, I don't want it to happen again...

These girls win, they always do...