What ladder?

That's the question I'm asking myself. I currently lost on the battlefield. I don't know if I'm on the friends ladder, or the real ladder.

I had dinner with S today, we had such a good time too. I dropped her off at her house and she invited me to come in. SURE WHY NOT? Why pass up such a great opportunity? We had a good time but I had to go. I come home, and chat with her on msn, then the inevitable happened:

S: You should've made me go to sleep
C: ...
C: I told you to go to sleep
C: ...HOW MANY TIMES?
C: Do I need to come tuck you into bed? LOL
S: YEAH!
S: Of course : )
S: Awww. Anson called
S: That FAG. Went to eat without me.
S: But he's getting me coffee
S: : )
S: lol

Wow. Just... wow. Do I CARE?! I don't understand anymore...

You think you're on one ladder, and before you know it, you get tossed to the other ladder. Then you get tossed back. Back and forth. Sooner or later, you won't know which ladder you're on anymore...

...like me.